This is my first post but I feel like I may need to write how I'm feeling and get input from others who may understand what I'm going through. I am 6w1d today and I am still in shock! I've had a miscarriage and a chemical in the past. My first miscarriage in 2014 led to a lot of female issues. I ended up having an endometrial mass in my sigmoid colon and had surgery last December to have that part of my colon removed. Ob advised I do one more depo shot in January. So since then I haven't been on bc. My husband and I just went with it. I got a bfp 1 day after af was due. I can't stop taking tests just to make sure the line is still dark!!! I keep telling myself I really feel like this bean is in the right place this time!! I guess it's just reassuring to me. I've never gotten this far so I am hopeful!!! Thank you for your time and letting me post. My best friends just don't quite understand!!