I suffer from terrible anxiety; I actually have a disease from it that leads me to pull my hair out, I have bald spots everywhere. I literally suffer. But my number one fear is giving birth. I almost never wanted to get pregnant due to it but always wanted kids and to be pregnant and carry my baby. But I feel if people keep having children it can't be all that bad.. Then again many women make it seem like death.. Is it really that bad? My mom had 7! I'm terrified... And terrified of needles and pills too lol. Someone calm me down please, and please point out some positives? (I know the baby is the biggest positive and prize of the whole process, I mean something positive birth and labor wise if possible haha) 39 weeks today