Well I Guess Not This Time! 😑😑

So I decided to go get a quick pregnancy test because my breast are killing me and I know that it could be my period or pregnancy but the results was not what I was looking for at all! AF was supposed to start today but I'm not bleeding at all... Maybe it'll come tomorrow but if not I'll test again.. But was just really hoping I wouldn't have to test again and that this time after so long of trying that this one would be positive! Its annoying because my coworker found out that she is pregnant but she's getting an abortion and I'm like...Wth I've been TTC for the longest! And my cousin is pregnant as well. So I'm just waiting like ... 🙄🙄😞😠👶🏽👶🏽👶🏽👶🏽