First time posting, long time reader.

So my husband and I have been TTC for 14 months now. I have taken Pregnitude for the whole 14 months and never had a pregnancy scare. With the holidays coming up, my family tends to ask more and more "no kids yet?" "When are y'all getting pregnant?". Last year my sister in law got pregnant which was a surprise to all of us, as she is younger than me. But during the holidays my husbands family kept saying "next year, we will have HER baby and your baby with us for Christmas." I know they probably meant it in a good way, but here we are less than a month away and I can't even get anything more than a negative pregnancy test. I think they are aware that my husband and I have been TTC, but it almost makes me sad that they say things like this. People never know what one is going threw and I know they are probably just want to include me but it still gets to me. Am I being selfish? Do I not like being included with my sister in law? Ugh, I'm not sure how to feel. Sorry, I just needed to rant.