Guess who showed up today!? Stupid AF

We've only been trying for about 2 months I didn't think it would stress me out this much! I'm just not used to not getting my way, when I want something I get it, it happens, I make it happen.  I know I'm just being a brat, I've read some of the post of couples really struggling for such a long time and I'm complaining about a few weeks...sorry just venting, I have so many feelings emotions going through my mind!  I'm a hot mess!! Baby dust to all...