Ever since I got pregnant, no matter how many times the people in my life and my husband tell me how beautiful I am, I can't help but to look at myself and I just feel ugly and honestly it really bothers me. Me and my husband were trying to have sex last night and I couldn't even take off my clothes without bawling my eyes out and trying to cover myself up with blankets and pillows. He just held me and tried to calm me down and tell me how beautiful I am but it just made me cry even more.