Need reassurance

Jocelyn • I am a vegan lesbian in rural New England pregnant with our first child. TTC'ed for 9 months
I inseminated 3 times in the past week, but today my test came up peak and all my physical symptoms point to this being the perfect day. Only problem is my donor is not willing to do another day. I can't concentrate at work, and I am just so frustrated that I either have to rely on someone who may or may not come through or spend thousands of dollars. Been trying since March and I'm just feeling defeated.