Emotional

Well I'm 35 weeks today , and my baby father decided leave me at 28 weeks to go back to his other baby mother.. At first I was heart broken , because I found out he was living a whole double life, and then when word got our about me he denied me , called me this and that.. Even said he hope our child dies and now he trying to act like he never really said those things.. Yet he still don't want to act like this his child... This is all getting to much for me