So nearly two years ago I fell pregnant whilst on birth control snd with someone who definitely was not the nicest of men. He talked me into hsving an abortion when I was nineteen weeks and it killed me inside, I don't agree with them thst fsr along! I'm now bsck with my childhood boyfriend and we will be getting married next year 🙊 Both of us want family and have spoken about babies loads but decided to hang on until after thewedding... I just don't know how to get over my feelings about the previous abortion when seeing friends who are pregnant is painful enough?!