So my husband and I have been split up since June... we haven't really been on good terms... here for the last two three weeks we have been talking a lot. But haven't see each other for alomst two months. Tonight I went to see him after him begging me for DAYS (I miss him) so I finally gave in. When I got to his house everything was fine we talked for a while. Then he started making moves but I didn't want to have sex. He stopped for a while. Then done it again I'm pregnant my sex drive is crazy high so I started to play along with him. We were having sex then I asked him to stop he got up went in the other room came back in with a bottle.. I didnt get to see what it was then he layed back on the bed with me and started rubbing in me then I started feeling odd not really burning but like a tingling feeling. The more he played with me it started burning I asked him what it was all he said was some lube ( we NEVER had any lube that tingled or anything I can't use it) I kept trying to get him to stop he rolled on top of me and held me down with me yelling at him to please stop and trying to push him off and away from me. I finally got him up enough for me to get out from under him after telling him he was hurting the baby(ik he wasn't but I wanted Him to stop) I went to the rest room and locked my self in for a while. He came to the door and asked if I was ok I didn't say yes or no I just asked for my clothes. I got dressed and left. He called me and asked me why I left and was acting like that. And kept saying he didn't buy the lube it was in the closet when he loved in(he lives in my cousins old apartment he took over the lease). I don't believe him at all there was nothing in that closet when he first moved in I helped him. Im really hurt he would even do anything like that hes never done something like that before plus the lube.. I can't stop crying.... I'm kind of scared to go around him again alone...