Dear ex

3 years of silence and all of sudden you decide to message me. 3 damn years! I don't know what kind of game you are playing but I'm not playing it with you I've moved on in my life. Did you think i would just wait for you to decide I'm worth talking to again. I wasted a year and a half all for a 4 word text message 2 weeks before I graduated and was to move in with you. I planned my entire future around you. Around us. And in four words you took that away. Threw my future away as if it was nothing but trash. When you left I was lost. I didn't know what I was gonna do, I definitely didn't feel like I had anyone to turn to. My parents hated you which put me on bad terms with them I am still 3 years later not as close as I was to them. But when you decided I wasn't good enough for you someone else thought I was good for them. He eased his way in knowing we both just got out of relationship and weren't ready for another. He sat with me on my breaks at the store near his house. Stayed up late talking to me and took me fishing on the weekends. He made me feel whole again , he didn't hesitate to scoop up the pieces you left behind and put them back together. And a year later he asked me to marry him. We moved out of that little town. Bought our first home and are trying to start a family and you have the nerve to message me saying I'm the only one you think you can turn to talk about whatever fork in the road you've hit? You waited too long to send that message. Too long to think you have a place in my life. I closed that chapter and it's about time you did too.