I KNOW I'd be a good mommy.

I've nannied and love it, but there's not many families needing nannies in the area. I'm really going to miss kids, and I'm just heartbroken that I can't afford one of my own right now. I'm always patient and sad to leave at the end of the day when I did nanny (I got a last chance to babysit my nanny kid tonight).
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Despite the little tantrums or occasional issues (and trust me, I've had 'em) it's all made so worth it with the conversations, dance parties, reading, rocking, playing, giggling, tickling.
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I know it's petty, but several coworkers of my husband are pregnant/just gave birth and they hate parenting and whine about it to him and anyone that will listen. Like... come on! Why do the people that love it be all responsible and wait and the people that hate it seem to be getting pregnant over and over again! I really wish that everyone appreciated what they had. I may not even be able to have kids because of a condition and it terrifies me that I may never carry a child to term. Either way, adoption/fostering is in the plan when we can, but I'm so sad to not be able to start that phase of life yet. 😞