Were you scared?

shawn • Mom of 2. My family is everything.
I feel terrified to be having my baby soon. I'm beyond excited and ready for her but Im scared. Did anyone else feel like this? I'm thinking it might be baby time soon. I was just in the shower, and I was sitting because my back and lower stomach hurt either contractions or Braxton hicks and she's putting a lot more pressure than usual down there and I felt a small amount of liquid came out I didn't think I had to pee because I peed right before I got in. I want really thinking much about it until then and now I'm thinking about it and I'm honestly terrified. I've been so impatient and now I'm on 3 week count down and I want her out but for some reason I feel so scared! Is this a normal reaction?