Hardest thing to hear

Hearing those words come out of your Drs mouth... "you will not be able to have a baby on your own, you will be help" being by myself and hearing that broke me in two. Crying out right there. Right in front of him. Getting to my car and calling my husband who's been waiting my call. Hearing his voice break when he is telling me that we have this that it will be okay... I absolutely hate this. I go to a infertility specialist in the first of the year.