My son will be 8 weeks tomorrow and on Wednesday he will be cicusion. I heard that I will be allowed in the room with him but not allowed to comfort him or touch him which is not going to be easy for me. I'm afraid that after I see them strap him down on the table so he doesn't move and when the numb him that I will yell at the doctor and nurses that they are done causing him pain. I know I will be crying. Do u have any advice?