2WW for TTC #1 ((Sailor Life in the meantime))

Just now learning all that Glow can offer me so I wanted to make a post about myself. My name is Stephanie and I have been in the USN for 10 years; been with my S/O for 1. For me to be doing this is huge. I was always that woman who did a little happy dance when taking the pill ((I was almost 18 when i got on)).... My S/O actually brought it up and wanted to TTC bc he wants to be here for the PG and birth of our first before his next deployment! It took some convincing but I agreed after some researching. Then I came to the realization I will be 30 next month--an age where I am well-aware of my body, mind, spirit, and what I "want to be when I grow up" ....after all, my job in the military will come to an end whether it's tomorrow or in another 10+ years, so why not do what feels right in the meantime--and that's to become a momma. I'm just scared of pregnancy... to grow up watching EVERY single female in my family suffer from one or more miscarriages is terrifying. Other than that, i have absolutely no bonds to my current job so will not be worried on that aspect of I become pregnant. Thanks to my routine tracking, i was able to almost pinpoint my ovulation days for at least the last 3 months since TTC, and today was my peak day where my S/O and I were able to "practice" ;) My guess is I'll be able to PT around Dec 20th. Can anyone help me on that? TIA 😍😘