Please no judgement, really need advice *trigger

A little back story, I've always been pro choice but personally against abortion for myself never thought I could do it. Then there I was 20 with a special needs 6 month old living with my boyfriends parents. Me with no job and him with minimum wage and i was pregnant, I knew we just couldn't, I didn't want my children to have that life. So I did it. Worst decision of my life. I still cry at night. 
Fast forward to now, 6 months later. My daughter is almost 1 and doing amazing, I'm married , we have our own place and my husband has an amazing job. Ever since it happened I've felt empty and I wanted another baby, stupid I know. So we agreed we were not going to try but we weren't going to prevent either. I'm now 6 weeks pregnant and over the moon, but I'm worried about what people will say, a few close friends knew I got an abortion and I don't know how to tell them. Any advice would be welcome, thank you.