what should I do...

anyways, today I started to bleed. I told my boyfriend that I was bleeding and he has this whole "periods are gross" thing going on, so I wrapped it in tissue, put it in a plastic bag and through it in his garbage ( the one in his room since that's where I grabbed the plastic bag.) I said I was gonna call my doctor because they did tell me I have a high chance of miscarrying (I've already had two). My boyfriend saw me do that and flipped out, telling me I'm nasty and then wished a miscarriage on me and then said that he didn't even want our daughter. When I started to cry he asked me why I was crying and said I had no reason too and now he's saying he never said that..... I'm so FUCKING mad and hurt.