I am now 40 ...

I will not go super serious with this one. Just stating factual evidence. You see, im happy to be alive now. Reguardless of the abusive men in my life, past life.

What scares me, is I should have been KIA at 35 or younger. Its a stastical fact of transgender women.

Just two days ago, again, I was struck by a car. The driver was full stop at a T on a major blvd. Could not catch gender of driver, my hood up, very cold morning. I was in front of dvr windsheild, dvr lunged at me, high rate of speed.

I jumped out of way, still got clipped. If i did not get out of the way, it would be hit and run, i would be down with injuries. Simple as that.

My 14 year street history is what sabed my life. I wore these heels all day and every day. I have fully transitioned now.

Thanks for the friendships thay ive formed. ;) means so much. Really. Now back to school for the EE degree that ive never got because 14 years of PTSD renered all my course work useless, start over lol.