almost married

I don't have many to talk to & sometimes I feel it's best to talk/vent to a stranger.

I was engaged Dec of 13. I was 19, I know "too young" blah blah blah. Anyways long story short, he wasn't the one. The wedding was called off & we went to being strangers.

I think about it often & when my friends get engaged/married. The thing I think of the most, is how I have a beautiful dress that has been hanging in the closet for the past few years. I would love to wear it for "the one" someday, but even when that time comes I couldn't wear it. I feel it's best I sell it & get a new one when it happens. Being 22, I wish it could happen now. I don't care how "young" I am, I want that commitment. I want to get married & start a family. It's something I dream of almost everyday💔