Lost My Baby

Kalia
Hi ladies. I'm having a bit of a hard time. I recently found out that I lost my baby in the first trimester. It was my first pregnancy, and completely unplanned (I was on birth control). I'm finding myself now more than ever having major baby fever. A part of me wants to actually try for a baby, but a part of me feels like the time will come when it's supposed to. 
Have any of you experienced this? Thoughts?