wish me baby dust/ UPDATE

AF due today.  Actually should have already started.  Just spotting for now and had normal period symptoms a week early and now just having major stomach issues. 
If this is a baby, his/her heartbeat would start on Christmas, we'd be due to announce on Valentine's Day.... It would just be the most lovely timing and I'm really hoping for a miracle this month, albeit an unexpected miracle. 
Haven't tested since Saturday and got a negative on an early detection test.  I refuse to test again until I'm at least a day late.  
Wish me baby dust.  I haven't told any of my friends Orr DH yet but there's some suspicion due to weird bouts of nausea and dizziness and headaches and fatigue I've now had for a few weeks. 
UPDATE: well, not this month.  When the time is right, it'll happen, I suppose. *sigh*