Ladies am i wrong?

July 2015 my ex boyfriend nearly beat me to death and left me in a alley and told me if i wasnt up before he came back he would empty a clip in my head! Ok enough about that story!

Let go to my current relationship eith my fiancé we started dating offically in july 2015 thats why i almost got killed now in september 2015 my fiance was just my boyfriend lr whatever he wanted to call it! Got mad because he thought i was cheating so he pulled a gun on me so i called the police he got caught! Had to do 60 daying in jail amd a year on probation.

Fast forward to september 21st of this year he did the same thing but instead this time in front of my son. So here i am again making another police report but this time he was still on probation so he had to turn him self im to his po officer so he refused to do so. He was due to get off papers dec.5 but because he didnt turn him self in his time is going to get extended or revoke. So now he saying everything is my fault he wish we wouldve never met me and that if i ever. Call the police again he is going to kill everybody in the house and have a stead off with the police my son lives here as well.

His family calls me the devil say if i love him i wouldnt call the police and so on. So my question is to you ladies am i wrong? Do i need help? Is it him or is it me? Why am i still making everything my fault is it because he dont wonn own up to his wrong doing. I fear i wont make it ou tt alive in this relationship he already told me the only way i will leave it if my mom come and identify my body where they take the dead people.

Lasies help me please give me words of encouragement not any bashing im in desperate need of help.