Seriously. When the hell is it going to be our turn? All we want is a beautiful baby to add to our family. Everytime we turn around my son from a previous relationship is asking us to please make him a big brother. Its killing us inside not being able to! 18 months ttc with a miscarriage on valentines day 2016.. I know 18 months is nothing compaired to some of the couples out there, but damn, 18 months is becoming TOO MUCH for us! The heartbreak month after month. All the questions we have as to what the fuck we did wrong to deserve such a brutal punishment.. supposed to get blood drawn for a fertility analysis, but of course, the 3rd day of my period (when the blood tests need to be done) will more than likely fall on christmas! Of course. Whats another fucking month to our already heartbreaking 18 months, right??? Im so over this shit that its not even funny! All I wanna do is give up and quit, but I just dont have the nerve to quit, we want this SO BAD!! My son wants this soooo bad. When will it be our turn?!? 😭😢

Edit: my hubby does have a sperm analysis coming up next week along with my tests as long as my 3rd day doesnt land on Christmas.