Almost a year of TTC with no luck

My husband and I have been TTC for 10 months. I'm getting so discouraged. I want so badly to get pregnant and it just hasn't happened. I have a son and he has 2 kids, so it wouldn't be the end of the world if we didn't conceive, it's just really important to me. I know 10 months isn't that long, but it feels like forever. I've tried the preseed and he hated it. We've tried ovulation kits, tracking my cycles, and I'm just over it. My heart breaks every time I get my period. My heart breaks every time someone says they're expecting (don't get me wrong, I'm thrilled for them, just hurt as well). Not looking for advice, I just wanted to let it out to someone other than my husband, and we're not telling anyone we're trying.