Losing My Trust....

.. I Am Losing My Trust On My SO And I Am Not Sure What Else I Can Do. I Am Pregnant With His Baby But He Is Only So Honest With Me. And I always Have To Find Out what He's Hiding on My Own. I Am Tired Of Fighting And I Don't Want To Be Angry Because Its Bad For My Baby But Recently .He Has Put Me Through An Anxiety Attack And He Has Made Me Feel Like I Cannot Trust Him. He Has Lied Before And Hid Stuff For Me Also. I Do Love Him But How Can I Be With Someone That I'm Losing Trust In. I don't want to confront him about his lies just because he always has the same excuse " I Just Don't Want You To Be Mad" when either way I Find Out And Get Twice As Upset. I don't Want My Baby To Be In A Broken Family. And it seems like I'm The Only One That's Honest Anymore. His brother's and including his mom Have Treated Me So Badly And Have Said Things To Me That Shouldn't Be Said To Anyone. It's hard to be in a relationship where I am not ever defended or protected. In fact he acts like Everything That They Have Done Is Okay But It Isn't I Have Suffered So Much. I don't want To Name Call Or Say Exactly What Happened and make them look bad because then I'm Acting Just Like Them. Ladies why when I get pregnant and I'm at my happiest. People always seem To Try To Put Me Down.