Am I crazy? Updated. I need advice.

**Update: I posted this because he asked me to try to like this girl and I think that is an unfair request, whether he understands where I'm coming from in my distaste for her or not. He got mad at me for the way that I feel about her. He also got mad at me for being cordial with her when I don't like her. He said that I'm being fake. I just wanted to be a pleasant person because she matters to him and I'm not trying to harm their relationship. I confided in him that I don't like her several months ago. The other night he told her that I don't like her and I feel humiliated. He accused me of being a shithead to her by being fake. He said that I am being manipulative and playing games with his friends. He accused me of not wanting him to spend time with his friends. I just can't help but feel like it's not my fault that she was unpleasant to me when we met and I'm allowed to dislike someone. I don't think that he should be mad at me for these feelings that I didn't choose to have. Help guys. I'm unhappy with my situation. He keeps apologizing for the things he said but I can't seem to forget them. I feel betrayed. He agrees that he was wrong for trying to force a friendship on me that I have no desire to have. I can't help but feel like he meant the things he said. He can't undo telling her my personal feelings.