Getting closer to birth and I'm kinda scared 😭

🌹BlckPocahontas 🌹
This is my first pregnancy and it went by so fast. It's getting to the time to have my son and I'm so scared because I'm not sure if I will be in too much pain and can't take it and Im also afraid of getting a epidural 😭😱😰 I hate needles with a passion . I have 57 days to go and I can't get over the fact that he will be here soon. Anyone else have a fear or phobia of giving birth?