So hard keeping the pregnancy from my husband!

Before you judge a little background, we were found out we were pregnant in May and had a MMC and D&C in July (I was 11 weeks baby stoped at 10), then in October I found out again I was pregnant and had a natural miscarriage on November 12. Well at least that is when it began, from there I had not gotten my period so I I had taken a pregnancy test 2 weeks ago, it was negative. I thought ok my levels are down I should get it any minute now, but then yesterday I decided to take another and it was positive (well honesty I took2). I have decided not to tell my husband until I am further along because he has been so devastated about the last 2 that it actually made it harder on me, I felt I could not heal because he was in so much pain.