finally had sex after a little hiatus

So this basicallt started because I was being fairly mean to by boyfriend, I ended up getting an abortion over a month ago, totally my fault (was 100% my choice) but was taking out all my sadness & anger on him. I got drunk and lost it on him and wouldn't let him be near me or touch me. He couldn't get a word in. It was seriously being pushed to some limits, shocked he didn't break up with me and how loud I was. (His roommates saw everything, I liked, neighbours came.... huge. Mess.)