I just want to complain 😢

Don't mind me, I'm just in a lot of pain. I don't know why I'm having nerve pain in my arms all the sudden but I'm used to having it in my legs and I think having it in your arms is worse. I have it in both.  This is miserable, if I move in my sleep I wake up in pain. I need my muscle relaxers all day and they make me tired so I can't take them at work and if I call in I legit get told no. I have two flights of stairs to climb to get into my apartment. I cried all night and had to sleep on the couch so I didn't bother my SO. My muscles relaxers made a difference but it still hurts. Being in this much pain is depressing and I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. And my insurance got canceled so I can't just make an appointment to see why I'm having pain in my arms until I get that figured out. I'm crying and I'm sad and in pain and I don't want to do today 😭