Hey guys,

So last year on December 14 my son was born at 32+6 due to placental abruption.

I was told this was rare for me as I have no risk factors.

I fell pregnant again shortly after, and from day 1 I have been terrified of it happening again but I was told by drs that it would be extremely, extremely unlikely. 'Impossible' was even said.

But, yesterday at 22 weeks.. my worst fear was confirmed; another placental abruption.

Except this time its too early and baby is not viable..

Our states biggest and most equipped hospital for early delivery has rejected my application for admission, so if baby comes than we lose him, or her..

So, last year we were in the NICU

And this year we are stuck on Bed rest.

I don't know if anyone else has experienced a placental abruption this early and has a positive outcome, but I know a lot of people don't..

So now, we just sit and wait..

For either a loss, or for April when we can have our baby safely.