School friends

So I left school in 2013. Every mad friday/once a year around Xmas I've organised a get together for us all. Well I didn't do it this year because of very long story contact with everyone apart from a few. Would say hello in the street but I wouldn't class them as a close friend like high school. Just friends. Well we all ended up in the same pub tonight. They must have planned but not told me. And everyone I said hello to ignored me every single one. How rude. Yes I had a child at 20weeks so you don't know what to say but not even a hello. I feel like shit. I just needed to rant I guess. Even my best friend who was with me earlier in the evening at my house for. Pre drinks, just left me as soon as the others were there. I've just fucked off home. Nobody will even notice I left.

Got home boyfriend in bed, but he is flat out sleeping. Just feel like I've got nobody anymore