I've been having panic attacks all week at work not sure if this has anything to do with me losing my baby but I don't feel good at all I have to block out what a nightmare I had a few weeks ago with losing my baby I thought me staying focused at work would do it but it's not at all looking at lil babies at work tears me up inside 😢😢 idk how to feel I only cry when I get home from work because I put want to look crazy at work and everyone asking what's wrong I'm never getting over this just made a memorial box this morning haven't showed my fiancé yet but I know he will be in tears when I show him r.i.p Vyolla Lavender Wilson 🌈👼😢👶🏽