homeless

Hey girls. Not really a girly or period or sexual type of talk but I just really need to vent. And since I have no friends and no one to vent to, I'd figure I'd come here. I've been homeless since the middle of my senior year in highschool, for 9 months now. Now I'm not living in a box on the side of the street but I'm currently been staying in a hotel room. I've been homeless around 5 times in my life, sleeping in cars as a small child, staying at relatives houses, or hotels. As a child, I didn't understand the meaning of not having a home and it didn't bother me but now I'm an adult and it's taking a huge toll.. i am inncollege right now, going on my second semester, luckily, because I'm homeless, I've got grants to pay for my schooling but not having a place to call home is depressing me so badly.. especially since Christmas was yesterday and I spent it crying and alone. I've been so suicidal and it's horrible.. I've struggled with anxiety and panic attacks and body tremors my entire life since I was around 4 years old and I developed depression 6 years ago. It's only worsening since I've not had a home and I'm really terrified of what to do with my life.. 😔😔