Losing hope

Trish
Man. Nothing can compare to the feeling of knowing you lost your baby. I just can't fight the pain. Every time I have a moment alone all I can do is cry and question why this had to happening to us. This was our first pregnancy and we were so excited for this journey and couldn't wait to be parents. 
Now after this loss, I am scared. My husband is so supportive and being so positive and looking for the future and trying again... but all I can imagine is what if there is something wrong with me that I cannot safely carry our child?? What if I am unable to get pregnant again? Literally I didn't know the feeling of heartbreak until I had to experience this.