I miss living in America !!!

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Today I had a moment to myself which caused me to overthink and I'm here 37+5 pregnant to be a single mum, in the UK. I just started thinking about this whole year as a whole and it reminded me that this time last year my husband ( who was my boyfriend then) was here visiting and on New Years he proposed to me then I flew over on a holiday to see him in America and that's when we decided to get married there and then.
Obviously afterwards he changed and became this rude emotionally abusive narcissistic man who I didn't recognise but lived with in NC.
I'm just here rethinking it all and I do miss being in America cause now I'm on a small town and I will be living alone with my son and I haven't got any friends here where as over there I did. Idk, I'm just being dumb but can any of you maybe help by commenting something ? Just to distract me