When u can't even smile and u haven't smile since last week Friday nothing but jus tear so much everyday 😭😭😭

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I pray to God for a new beginning for a joy of happiness but I don't get it i guess it's to late ..They say it's never to late for anything but I give up ..I live with my boyfriend and I don't get the love I want cause we don't talk like that he shows love to my son in my stomach & talks to him but not me it's irritating me it hurts me so much cause when I try to smile only tears stroll down my face I cry everyday not one day I can smile..The only thing I wanna do is make him happy I want my family I always thought and dreamed of this what I wanted us to be happy with a baby I always wanted a baby with him tried since February and it never happen until the summer time and now that we got our miracle baby everything was going k but not now now he jus got tired of things ..but yeahhh everything jus went the opposite path all because he is mad cause of 1 thing ..It's hardddddd for me cause I love him and I don't want to go no where my heart ❤️ belongs to him I can't see myself with no one else or be with anybody cause I can't see him with no one as well it would jus drive me crazy insane ...Been dating him since I was 12 and I am in love with him he's my first but when I was that age it wasn't that serious  until a few years later..We been  together for 6 years but he says 2 cause we had some ups and downs but known him for 7 years ...I try not to cry but I can't help it they just burst out can't control it at all ..People said walk away especially my mom but when ur in love u can't when u love some one as much like that u can't walk away it's gonna be hard  I can't do it .Guys give me some advice cause I can't stop crying and I can't jus wait to my baby come out cause he is the only one who is keeping me strong right now 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭👶🏽👶🏽😭👣👣👣👣👣❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️Rainbow 🌈 Baby👶🏽👣🍼🙏🏼

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You may want to talk to your doctor about potential for being or becoming depressed.  It happens a lot during pregnancy as well as after.  Also, Hanne you expressed these concerns to your boyfriend?

One other thing I want to share is sometimes what seems impossible is what you may need.  My now husband and I dated for six years.  At the two year mark things were going really bad. He would spend more time paying with his friends, ignoring me, the whole nine yards. I couldn't tell you how many times I cried myself to sleep.  I was miserable but couldn't picture my life without him. Then one day, a few months after we moved in together, he decided to call it quits.  It broke my heart and soul.  He left and a few days later I moved out.  The worst part was we still worked together.  He was my best friend and it killed me that I couldn't even talk to him.

Then I became happy.  I learned who I was as a person apart from the relationship.  I found new hobbies and friends and life was good.  I was able to even start talking to him again in small doses.

After four months we started having actual conversations and hanging out one on one. Eventually we decided to give it a go again. We took things slow though.  Eventually we moved back in together and dated for four years until we decided to get married.  We got married in June of this year and are now expecting our first little one.

Obviously my case does not always happen. Sometimes things work out and sometimes you meet someone else.  All I know from my experience is that I would not and could not have been happy without that break.  If you asked me what I wanted to do, I would have told you that I just wanted to marry him and start a family.  I didn't have my own identity anymore. No real dreams or aspirations.  The break gave me an insight into myself and I'm sure he feels the same way.

It's hard, but sometimes it's necessary.  I didn't think of survive and lol at me now. You can do it.

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Why is he mad?

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The song means a lot 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭it says everything I am feeling !!!

When u can't even smile and u haven't smile since last week Friday nothing but jus tear so much everyday 😭😭😭

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