So I've had a really rough year this year. My husband and I have wanted a baby very badly. The Lord blessed us with a beautiful son whom we named Jeremiah, however our sweet boy was stillborn. 6 pounds of absolutely handsome… He was born on June 26 and we had his funeral on July 2 this summer. It was really hard to watch such a little casket be lowered into the ground, and since then we have tried to get pregnant again and it seems almost impossible.