So I've got it planted in my head that this pregnancy WON'T work at all, had a scan on the 23rd and its showing the uterus with yolk sack and that I was 5weeks so wrong to my calculations. I've been booked for a blood test and scan on 4th of Jan and they will match things up and then we go from there. To be honest I already know in my heart the answers I'm just moping around waiting for the worst hurry up and happen. get it over and done with already. I do know this will definitely be the last attempt.

Over it all especially the heart aches

Ive had enough..

9 miscarriages so far, is enough.