This month has been a rough one. Not only did we NOT get our bfp but it's been a year since our miscarriage. I'm about to start my 4th cycle of Clomid and I know that my doctor said that most women have success after 6 months and to give it time, but I'm starting to lose faith. I realize that we haven't been ttc for as long as some of you ladies have but it's still tough. How do you all do it? And being surrounded by women at work, it's par for the course that everyone "just happens" to get pregnant. I want to be happy for them but like so many of you, I am becoming bitter and I feel like my husband feels most of it. How do you keep your relationship strong and fun while going through month after month of bfn? Thank you for "listening"!