Frustrated!!
I had an extremely high risk pregnancy. I was put on medication from 19 weeks on to 32 weeks to strengthen my cervix, and then I had steroids to help develop baby's lungs at 34 weeks. I was in emergency 3 times with bleeding, and I've had to drive nearly an hour to the hospital at least once, but normally twice a week for appointments since 19 weeks. I've also been on strict bed rest since 19 weeks.
I'm now 38 weeks and I'm exhausted. I've had that many scares, and that many false labors, I've lost my plug on 5 occasions, I've even leaked fluid, I had contractions, like real contractions that get more intense and closer together. I've had it all.
And she's STILL in there, I want it to be over, I just want to greet her already, and have the waiting and false labors to be over!
The time is going to come that I'm actually in labor, and I'm not going to end up doing anything about it cause I'm going to think it's false again! I'm just so tired of this!
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