do you ever have a moment when you just have to zone out?

My apartment is spotless, my clothes are picked out for work tomorrow. Took a long hot bath to sooth my period cramps. Got my fuzzy socks on, my sheets are clean, watching Disney movies and everything feels okay. I feel safe, I'm going to imagine I'm not behind on my electric bill and just chill here. Sometimes life stresses me out and I have to chill the hell out before I snap or something. Adulting is strange and I'm just now getting to the point that I feel secure. I feel like I'm constantly playing catch up with bills but I'll be alright, Yano? Somehow I still feel okay even though I'm a little stressed. I've managed to make it this far. I mean I went from being homeless to having my own place with no help. This year I am thankful for everything I have. ❣️