I was up all night with horrible hip pain. Then I had my breakfast and my stomach has felt gross ever since. Then I found out my husband has to go to vegas for a week for work right after the baby is born, and invited his brother and cousin to meet him there. I was already upset because he really hasn't taken an interest in preparing for the baby. This Vegas trip kind of put me over the edge. Now he is off watching the Rose Bowl, I was supposed to go too but am too tired after working all day, so I'm just laying in bed and can't stop crying. No real point to this post, I just feel sad and alone and am hoping some of you understand.