He tried replacing my love for him.

My boyfriend cheated on me by going to another girl and trying to make her believe that he loved her so that he could get something back.

He explained to me that he felt low and that he thought i hated him and that he thought I didn't want to be with him.

He explained that he tried to feel seeking for self worth, that he wanted to feel worth it.

Does that mean that he thought what I would give him could easily be replaced by anyone else?

Can someone please decode this? :(