Can you watch your own C section?

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This might be a crazy question but I have a morbid fascination with body parts and love watching operations and stuff.  I love watching my blood get drawn and I've watched all my dental surgeries with a mirror.  I was wondering if there's a chance that if I had a c section would I be allowed to watch it? I'd be awake right? Is this even an option of off the board not allowed?