Hi all! I just wanted to connect to other new moms out there who may be experiencing the same things I am, since I feel like I can't reach out to friends and family quite yet. I'm 33, one early loss, and am now pregnant again 4 months later. Because I've experienced early loss previously, I cannot control my current anxiety. I have significant negative thinking regarding miscarriage and worry at every symptom or lack thereof. I just needed to commiserate. For example, I had an onslaught of acne right around the time I learned I was pregnant (and I actually thought I was getting my period!) but instead discovered I was pregnant.  Today, I woke up with dry skin (I mean...it has been 0 degrees here the last two days) but I am still panicked that means I am miscarrying. Every night I lay in bed panicked to wake up to blood (although am on preogesterone-so now I'm also worried I won't know if I miscarried).See! This anxiety is so bad.