So finalizing the end of my relationship took a while because of a lot of complications but I'm so glad I put myself out there again and today was a great first real date in like 4 years. Feeling wanted and everything that goes along with the whole new crush thing is great. My ex cheated and left me feeling horrible on top of PTSD that I have from another ex (and probably this ex). Now I'm feeling positive that I will make it through the rest of the potential court stuff and win. I have good friends and family to help me out.