Don't know how to feel about possibly being pregnant with #2

Ashley • With my love for 16yrs, PCOS, Crohn's, M/C, mom of 2 beautiful rambunctious boys ages 3yo & 1yo.

Just took this dollar store test and it looked pretty positive within 2 minutes.

I have a 14mo little boy who is our world.

It took over 5 years to conceive him. We went through multiple miscarriages before him and were told that we would probably need fertility intervention. We ended up having our 14mo miracle boy.

We figured that it would probably be just as tough the second time around.

My SO has wanted to conceive so soon again. I haven't known how to feel about it.

Well now that it's a definite possibility I have so many emotions. Mixed emotions and I feel so guilty. For a new baby for our lo now.

Anyone else have any experience with going from one baby to two? Are these normal feelings?