I feel so guilty today. I have been so focused on myself and paying attention to my fertile window, my vitamins, position I had sex, my dad in the hospital, dreaming of him being able to meet a child of mine.. I forgot to check on my little ones. By that I mean the children I follow on Facebook..the ones that are sick or have a disorder. I said I have given my trust to God to give me a child but I have been so focused on myself today I forgot to look. Now this sounds stupid and I am not overly religious but I always do my best to pray when needed.. All week I have seen posts for a 7 month old girl fighting for her life going in and out of heart failure... We all dream of having a child of our own and it is okay to pray for it and be scared not to have it I know. I just think we may need to stop and say a pray or give positive vibes to the ones who have lost their child, are fighting along side them through cancer and sickness..sometimes I let myself forget that I may be sad that I can't get pregnant but there are people in this world who have known the love and are losing it.. Tonight give a moment to think of them and maybe say a pray. Pray we get our chance to love something so much. Please pray for Clara Ray. She could use any extra hopes and prayers for her tobight. While we all worry about the idea of never knowing that love there are others who have known it and lost the ones they love. Say a pray. They need it more right now. Our time will come in one form or another.. We just have to be patient and give some trust.